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| ANOTHER BIG UPDATE
THANKU 2 MY TWO SUBS LOL CAN I GET SOME MORE??
AND SOME COMMENTS 2 PPLLZZ LOL
MWAZ BEAUTIFULZ.
Please don’t act like you care. You can’t care. I know you don’t.
You’ve watch me destroy myself for too long now. If you really cared, you would have tried to stop it by now.
You know where I keep my blades and drugs.
You always know when I’m having a bad day because that stupid blood – stained wristband is on.
All your other ‘friends’ sit there and say shit about me. And yet you do nothing.
But you know that I’m heading straight off to the bathroom to slice myself up again.
Sometimes you just act like you don’t know it’s going on, but I know you do.
Every time you look me in the eyes, I see the disappointment in your face.
I know the things you wish you could tell me.
You wish you could say that you think I’m disgusting and throwing away my life.
You’ll never try to understand, but what’s the point, because you never will.
But believe me, don’t shed tears at my funeral because you share the blame.
You never tried to help me.
I'm sick and I'm twisted
I'm b.r.o.k.e.n and you can't fix it
everyday i fight a war against the mirror
i can't take the person staring back at me
i'm a hazard to myself.
burning pictures turn to ash.
speed this up so we can crash
teenage romance will never last.
oh Heartbreaker, kill me fast
Have another drink. You don't love yourself,
you might as well let someone else.
And as long as you wear long sleeves
they will never know what you really need is help
i have learnt to expect the L0WEST
from the people i thought HiGHEST of.
& You knew exactly what you were getting yourself into the moment he told you he loved you, as he slipped off that pretty skirt of yours. It had become a routine to you by that time, blasting music, and the smell of cheap wine. & you've only got yourself to blame for the mess you've made tonight, cause you knew that it was coming.
You should have learned by now the consiquences you pay to having a heart in this careless world; & darling we know that its not easy, but you are..
They say she's gorgeous but she
beats herself up about not being
perfect enough.
Why is everything that's suppose to be bad, make me feel so good?
Everything they told me not to do, is exactly what I would.
You can play this game with me but you know you're gonna lose.
Theres a lesson that I want you to learn, If you're gonna play
with fire then you're gonna get burned. I dont know who you
think you are, But making people scared wont get you very far.'
You bite your lip; you keep pretending
that you're made of stone.
You never let it show, but darling,
everybody knows
Sing me your pretty melodies
with your electric guitar pretty please.
with the volume so loud
the whole house is rocking,
close your eyes
let the music do the talking
^^so true :( mish u theo
Life for you has been less than kind; so take a number and stand in line.
We've all been sorry; we've all been hurt.
But how we survive it; is what makes us who we are 
I’ll relax and watch you closer and your hairs a mess but this is closure
Did it hurt to jump out the window
I never missed a secret so I know exactly why you did it
and when we say forever we meant till this gets old
And I don’t care about you, you never cared about me
I'll get drunk, and burn your house down
I’m still young, and there’s still time to get hopped up and make bad decisions
I’m living and no I’m not the type of person that thinks before I speak my mind don’t waste my time cause where I’m from we live like were alive, you know I love to get down
I think I'm working backwards.
When i lay awake at night,
wondering whats really going on.
sometimes i wish you'd just run right past me
throw it in my face,
that your done.
At least that way i'd know how you feel.
i could make in on my own.
But instead im in your arms.
wondering exactly were we are.
oh kid, hows it supposed to be?
Damn right, I am still pissed.
Next time i see your face
we will see who has the upper hand.
Kiss my fist.
Taste the floor.
Tired of your games.
I don't care anymore.
we're all a victim of the times
so put your money where your mouth is honey
my generation's got it bad
when everybody's talking circles
better get up, get out, put out we've got a world to burn
teenage graffiti empty bottles lie beneath me
drank away my money drank away my time
She's looking for love in all the wrong places.
With boys that want ass and not pretty faces.
She's moaning the name of a boy she wishes he was
but he doesn't care, he's way too fucked up.
This is nothing like love she whispers under her breath
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PEACE XX
Good girls blush during the naughty scenes in the movies.
Bad girls smile because we know we can do it better.
its silly. i know.
h o p e f u l l y ill learn
every birthday wish,
every time the clock turns 11:11,
every prayer at church,
im wishing that you will save me…from myself
Depressions and ugly addiction
Thats all I can say.
Is the confusion that gets us
Its the hatred that drives us
The sadness that kills us
The dreams that fill us
And the beauty that keeps us hooked.
No matter how much blood thats shed
No matter the weight of despair
The feeling of hopelessness is always there
When no one else is.
Its what separates the insane from the sane
What holds the fear and the pain
What drowns your every thought
And actions making you believe youre nothing but a fault
The cause is always unknown
For if it wasnt, then we'd all go home
To the base of happiness
Class is dead darling. It died with the dinosaurs.
It traded it's pearls and white wine
for a myspace & Corona
Welcome to the 21st century.
Would you like fries with that?
My wish is to tell you all
what has really happened to me
im just afraid you'll leave, once
you hear how fucked up I am.
This is why you should never get your hopes up.
This is why you should see the glass as half empty.
So when the whole thing spills, you aren't as devastated.
She's suicidal. its obvious enough.
They have all noticed the way she stares into space
Like shes searching for something to take her away.
But nothing ever comes and that reality just pushes her to make one more cut and take on extra pill.
maybe this time she'll win in the suicide game.
Just once in my life I want someone else to kiss first.
I want someone else to lie awake and wonder what the right words are, if they'll be rejected, if they're ruining a great friendship.
I want him to want me so much that he can't help himself, that he's willing to risk everything for a chance to be with me
 This pain is unbearable,
Save me tonight, Hold me
in your arms and tell me
that you’ll love me forever.
she said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty,
and I think my head is caving in
and I don't know if I've ever been really loved
by a hand that's touched me,
well I feel like something's gonna give
and I'm a little bit angry,
well this ain't over,
no not here,
not while I still need you around
 Because to me, he shines in a world of ugliness, he matters when everything else is meaningless
 Unless its mad, passionate, extraordinary love,
it's a waste of your time.
There are too many mediocre things in life,
and love shouldn't be one of them
you asked me if i've always been this way,
and i'll tell you the truth, it's the way i was raised.
I spent my days learning to support myself.
Maybe I am scared.
Maybe I’m scared to loose you because you mean more to me than anything else.
You are everything I think about, And everything I have.
 so tired of your lies
and my overanalyzing and insecurities
and not trusting you
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| [1]
i'm not a bitch i just have
low bullshit tolerance.
[2]
Hate can be a positive emotion
When it forces you to better yourself
You built me, constructed my desire
Perfected my hatred
Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are
Ten times better than you think you are
Piece by piece I've built my walls
And burned the bridges down
That lead back to people like youZ
[3]
Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in
the shower so no one can hear you, waiting for everyone to be
asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad
you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
[4]
The best boyfriend you'll
have isn’t the best looking,
the funniest, or the richest.
Its the one that makes
you feel gorgeous,
hilarious, and like a million
dollars. He makes sure
you know he loves you
[5]
Send flashing lights,
Distress calls in the night.
Where's the heroes
When you need them the most?
Send anything, I don't care anymore.
Where's the miracle when you're all out of hope?
[6]
You care about his life,
more than your life,
Because let's face it,
he makes your life worth living.
[7]
Don't worry darling, I hate me too.
[8]
So I say thank you for the scars
And the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've ever cried
Has sealed your fucking fate
What did you take me for, a fool?
Or were you just too blind to see
That every effort made has failed
And there is no destroying me?
[9]
What you say and how you look does not define who you are.
Because some of the most beautiful people do the ugliest things.
You owe it to the people who hate you.
Who disrespect you.
And who put you down.
Because they are the ones who have made you who you are today.
For keeping your head up.
And not breaking down when they wanted you to.
[10]
She's been lead on, kicked around, stepped on, laughed at,
brought out her real self, just to be told it's not good enough.
She knows after all that she's been through, when enough is enough.
When to pick her fights and when to just scream because it's not right.
She's not taking that crap anymore.
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